Jun 2015

Under My Guard, You Breathe

Under My Guard you breathe

Under My Guard, You Breathe

I've watched these swirls
As the curls hold me
Becoming the many arms
That never held me once
Each, learning my heal as
They go around my spirals
Painting my curves for a
Place I can turn in, to see
My many eyes and many minds
From the opened inside unleveled
Deep to be risen from where
I dug deeper until there were
Stars called onto star-paths
Into this heart where more
Chambers to my love were
Opened onto another stage
Another light, I always had
There, the sparkle spun
As I am center in this magic
Of worlds I made and seeds I am
If I am silent enough could
You hear where my heart lives
Even if it hid inside the darkest
Pull of black-hole center there
In our galaxy, weighing more
Than the tears of planets held
More than the smiles that relieved
The doors that hurt being closed
Open as the fresh air before rain

Can you hold that image that
I've found alone, longing for
All encompassing warmth of
My own compassion met and
If you held that view long
Enough of me would whisper
Of the love I could touch you
Where you never knew could be
Open for the breath of nova
In colors of your own soul
Licking your inhale, your gasp
Of the beauty only your
Truth could give back from
My eyes upon you there
Sitting, reading me again
Because you want more of
How whole you feel alone
Being that truth there in
Darkness or under candle
Forever a question now on
Lips that curl in pleasant
Emotions and memories of
Where did the hollow go?
Inside every jack-o-lantern
Lit and aged and crushed by
Passed holidays that need no date
To spend with cartoons upon
Each foot bound for steps
That have already reached my rain

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What Became

What Became

What Became

When will I be strong enough
For my own soul
Yet, I am the strongest there is
To exist in my path for me
My own hands have walked
The walls from moving in
My walls of wants of others
Holding blankets for my breath
I am metamorphosis and change
Itself, personified with stories
And legs holding up skies
The evening called so late as I
Wait for the masks to choose
Or torn from paths unseen
Why open to this as such
For earth to feed on my
Light I reach to centers
Because I love my universe
Despite my tread had beat
Off the chosen or in spite of
Because all that belonging to
A label was never for me
In all the moments I had
Decided he was not strong
And I pull up my world again
To walk with me in Kali's
Footsteps, emptying my way
From any towers he built
He walks into my way, soft again

The kind of gentle that
Wills a strength from my
Snake heads into flower buds
Forcing them open and bloomed
Calling my steps in his hands
Filling me with deserving
Boundaries he wrapped in ribbons
Kissing the bruises they beat
Learning the paths around them
Memorizing how wonderful
The trees held him there
To see the best in me
Inside, open to warm him
Because the respect was
All I ever needed to soften
Into the strongest of my
Solitary secrets, I shared
For his world to find a light
Never seen as we become
Inner-beaming of catalyst-ic
World-tears at my feet
Beside him watching
The rapids clean away
Pain from before him, and before
Me, because we are another
Being beyond gods
To heal every stars' blinking
Giving the center of it all
To the strength I always had

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Why I Am Still Here For You

Why I am Still Here for you

Why I Am Still Here For You


The ancient in me drawn to
That in you that has become
A new being amongst, alone
As I've been since before you
Allowing to be born alien
As we have appeared as another
Inherited beyond parentage
Whole soul access beyond
As like a uniform we remove
Only in free-will as such
Giving the sleeping an awakening
To walk through our possibility
Giving a before there ever was
A universe or more or a bang
Resting under it, all risen
Because of my demand of
Instantaneous, just to reach for
You and your look upon my
Light you have held onto
Despite the so long alone
Interest had turned your head
And vision of my bloom
Toward the steps pulling open
Before all that, your rose-like guards
Like mine, to eat the darkness
The “don't-belong” would fall
As swallowed like vulture of

The dead amongst the bright
Compassion of never-killed
Only becoming never-were instead
Turned toward the wall, like risen
Of waves against me and reflected
Toward those that loved me whole
Unconditional in the prey they
Eliminate with their eyes' blink
Mouth slowly amassing depth
Unto dimensions of before seeds
Flash into light again and closed
Beaks sealing the secrets kept
Safe again to reach for you and
You before me being reached
Lifting into your walking toward
My heart beating with your steps
Muscles strained as you push
Yourself through the greatest of
Fear you broke down to dust
Defeating each flake swimming
Against your path growing
Wild with vine that calls you
Give into this that can be
Where we meet and become what
We both have been becoming
To fall into place before a greater
Than ourselves if never touched
From words inside to inside
Whispering our belonging into our storms

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Melted Forgiveness

Melted Forgiveness

Melted Forgiveness

I faced a wave of your
Weakness, as we can have
On the other side to feel
A closeness, new after
Faults had faced and fallen
Will mine ever come as I
Forgive the human in you
Because I've seen your
Strength equal mine in softness
And yours entices mine
As your emotions hold me
In this distance always close
In the waves of spirit and dreams
You sleep there entangled
In my spirit moving yours
As It visits and tingles
With the warmth of good
And love as deep as possible
As only the psyche can find
Then I write another word
In streams of smooth
Before your feet in songs
Of charm and feelings only
For a possible you to meet
My equal in this authentic real
Of who we are is who we are
Never tied with chased strings
From any other view of
What we will be besides our own

Can you come now and paint
Smooth these scars around
My heart healed other than
Becoming immune to past
Betrayal I met with warrior
Wings over my accomplished
Healings a place once imprisoned
Because born with chains
I now roam free onto you
As you never met such horror
Yet willing to be my empathy
Because you see the catalyst
Of how high I've climbed
And could we climb higher
Together because our feet
Find the same steps up to
Shining in the distance, humming
Our coming into a more than
Ever seen before our pairing
Because we are the only same
To find our reflection in whispers
That there is someone else
In this alien world of others
Grab me out of this dust left
Behind from the stars that cried
To lick off every magic I
Overflow to ignite more stars
Because you are a light of
Your own to set me on fire

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You're My Gifted Paths

You're my gifted paths


You’re My Gifted Paths

Even on days of silence
My heart hears what my ears cannot
You there, in my breaths
Once upon a light I followed
Can I heal enough, this
Place once taken to hold me down
To rise as if never touched
By hate upon a line up of
Because I can write these
Stories I want you on
To be such pictures I have dreamed
Enjoying our steps and plans
Film it on the way you see
The whispers of dialogue
I wrote from over my shoulders
From every guard and guidance
Once witnessed as I've untied myself
You among my steps always lit
To lift my self upon them again
A path that spoke to me in guise
Of man not written into place
Not a machine to move his moves
Never a part of a place someone made
That was when I told her of it
A place she could be only she
As it grew in me a someone like me
Reflected in the examples I gave
I said goodbye to my bed chains
And rose reaching for you

Again I breathe the fumes of ghosts
Of you inside these beats
That keep me alive in every path
Ever asking me to walk along
Even once it has its arms around me
Because I now know I can have
All of them, all, even thought gone
As you have manifested into
Simple as I've always knew
You prove that the likes as me
Can have the love upon their moves
As I found your light on me
I grow out of my cracks of death
To you, my sun, like princess
Of your own making as strong
As the gentle in you, you hold
Because you are a man to be charmed
As I call you by the meaning
Of your name, My Gift of
The Light, God or Gods, The Universe
And all that calls in The Deep
I hold unwrapped in breathing
As hand upon my chest
I hear you there in my beats
Of whispered paths I'm on
Because My Gift has lit my way
I've been on and on and on
Easier to see that I will live
With wings now on my everything

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