Sep 2016

I Walk With or Without, I Walk

I Walk With or Without, I Walk


I Walk With or Without, I Walk

As I've contemplated that, your island has
No more ferries to deliver a connection
You have left to not return, even him
All of you has argued, just to touch me
A night in a distant visitation I drove
I shall begin the mourning, rather than hope
This is the only way I can move me through
An independent life of healed wars
Wounds to clot instead of ooze my essence
Because it is not the markings of my path
To travel the labyrinth where I dwell
It is only the hero within that can find me
If he does not rise up, these scabs will
Wash into scars and mend my own trail
Over the bridges I built from my deaths
The bed I once was imprisoned, the rails
And I dance across the Abysses
Because I've known each one as I
Was trapped infinitely in its eternal claws
Yet, I dwell in this impossible survival
To thrive, no longer waiting for a worth
I am my worth and if you are yours
You will feed the being with wings and rise
Rather than that grumpy old man you leave
As guardian to sit upon me rather than
Let me into know me, who is he
To be in charge of your desires because
It is safer to be alone, and so you are as
I walk along where the stones were turned
And tip them back into their holes because
My path is whole and multiplexed
With my ease of where I am to be
I am the mud the rain smoothed
As I've fooled the golem to my grave

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United Council of Kissing Me

United Council of Kissing Me


United Council of Kissing Me

Sitting here wondering if you've consulted
The many of you upon my skin's touch
Of whether any of such'd agree to kiss me
Long and along into any deeper touch upon
Because it is the kind of Key I need
For you to explore how deep I am
There with my passion's possibilities
Can you, with your many
sirs behold
The drive I possess yet still revs her
Engine, for such minds that could be embraced
Whether I am the path to share held with
Did you know I've gone through lives in
My sleep to understand what I need in this
I've died there, in those life times, to be
Considered a moment again, locked
Inside you, the you I want to touch again
As if “again” is a constant perplexity
Where is your state of union and agreement
To ease the ability for such happiness
As arms around a woman willingly held
Wondering if your
walking aloneness is thinking
Of me, here with quiet stars over you
With understood not shared, only silence
Can the trust in myself be loud enough
For me to hear what is true about you
For me to remember when silence returns
Will you answer as another as to what
I need when you are not there “again”
Could you leave me with knowing something
Physical I need here of you, in my patience
To remember a physical will come again

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